She won’t understand it.

She won’t try to know a bit about me.

She won’t find out.

That i love her too much.

Love Kills.

You wont believe me what im saying bout us anymore.

It is useless when you mad at me.

It is useless when you wont care bout me anymore.

Even this feeling would be pointless.

Would you love me like you used to be?

I guess it wont turn back our time.

I cant hug you back when you cried.

I cant kiss your tears when you look at me

All i can say, close your eyes, Let the Feeling overflowing it.

I hope u can feel that i love you, although the distance separate us.

Can you feel the pain inside of your chest?

Yeah, i am Calling your heart now.

Love is you cha.

sorry ya..ak nga bisa taro di testi.
soalnya itu persaan ak yg pling special buat km dari ak (nga enak jg dibaca2 tmn2 km). lagian jg kepanjangan di testi..haha

didalam hati ak, disitu cma ada aku pertamanya..
sisanya hanyalah kekosongan..
hanya satu orang yg boleh nempatin tempat itu.
pertama..ada 1 orang yg pernah nempatin dsitu
ya cma dia dah nga ada disitu lagi..
selama 1 thn perlahan2 bayangan dia hilang dari dalamnya hati ak. dan untuk itu ak ngelakuin SEGALAnya.

Setelah kosong..dateng km
pertama hati ak pasti takut untuk trima km..
knp? karena dia trauma klo dia nga mau dikosongin lagi..
tapi perlahan2 pikiran ak bilang km oranglah yg tepat buat di hati ak.
hati ak ngebuka pintunya lagi.

love is you..yep hati ak bilang gitu..knp?
karena itu km.
km ngasi segalanya buat ak, krena itu jg ak ngasi km segalanya
saat km kangen, ak jg kangen
saat km nangis, ak jg nangis
saat km ngerasaan sendirian, ak jg ngerasahin sendirian.
disaat ak pengen liat wajah km mati matian..ak jg pengen liat wajah km..
mungkin klo bisa..klo ak pun pengen mati untuk ketemu km.
ak ngerasa bersalah suruh km untuk rada nga kangenan sama km..

knapa?
ak nga mau ngelakuin kesalahan ke 2 kalinya.
ak pengen km slalu kangenin aku. emang sakit cma ak dah lama bgt nga ngerasain kyk gini lagi.
saat ini..pikiran ak cma ke kamu doank..ak cma berharap ama Tuhan, agar kita berdua nga pernah berubah..

Ak cma berharap nafas km buat ak, dan itupun sebaliknya..
ak trima km apa adanya..seorang thirza chrestella, icha ato pun si yayank.
mungkin disuatu saat kita pasti nyakitin satu sama laen..walaupun amit2..ak cma minta satu hal..
kalo km nyakitin ak, ak pasti kasi km kesempatan..ak pasti inget2 saat km yg slalu kangenin ak..ak pasti inget2 saat km tatto nama ak di punggung km..
sama sebaliknya sama km..
Ak pengen km kasi ak kesempatan klo ak nyakitin km..ak akan berusaha bgt nga bakal nyakitin km..karena rasanya nyakitin orang tu sama nga enaknya.
Love is you
Karena itu km, ak pengen ak slalu ngejagain km..km nga usah maksain km snediri ke amrik, orang tua km jg berat kali yang ngurusin km ke amrik, ak nga tega walaupun ak pengennnnnn bgt, ..cukup hanya dengan loyalitas km..itu dah ngebayar smuanya kok.
cukup dengan suport orang tua km ke aku..itu dah bkin ak tenang seumur hidup
cukup dengan sabar ak nantiin ak 7 bln..itu dah seperti km beliin ak mobil ferrari haha..
Nothing last forever. yup ak stuju bgt dengan kalimat ini..sesuatu itu nga akan pernah selamanya terjadi..however..klo pun cinta diantara kita mulai redup..ayo kita bantu terangin lagi…ak pasti mau bantu km klao km bosen sama ak.
karena itu km. bukan orang laen.
let me love you with my heart.
karena itu adalah km.
hehehe ak sayang bgt ama km..ak lega bgt bsa bikin tulisan sepanjang ini..walopun harus sambil nangis.

Hari ini tangal 15 september 2008.
dan cinta ini akan slalu terang sampai ak mati.
=3

je.
seseorang yg slalu sayang km apa adanya.

im taken.

I stood in the rain
Packed up and ready to go
My tears are falling again
Its because of you

Will u call me when u get there?
Will u miss me every day?
Cause i’ll be waiting here at home
Till u knock on my door again

Baby, Please dont say goodbye
I love u too much
Just to let u fly
I need u to be my only one
Even if you’re a thousand miles
Away from here

ten 2 five “don’t say goodbye”

Thousand Miles.

You were still crying when i say i will fly away
Please don’t put your eyes off happiness,i will waiting for you over there.
I’m staying on your side,don’t forget you are not alone.

I can hear your “I love you” .
I can hear your heart beats.
I can hear your love story from here.

When sign of tears disappears,
I wish I can see you again with smile.
I wish you can always dreaming bout our future
Dont cry babe, it wont last forever.
I will keep waiting for you.

I miss knocking up on your door.
I miss waiting you riding on my car.
I miss the way you kiss my forehead.
I will miss you everyday.

Don’t worry i love you, i miss you too.
There wont be our Last love song for us.
This Overflowing memories are too beautiful.
I will keep loving you, i will keep coming after you.
Even if you’re a thousand miles away from here.

Writing Dreams

I opened a notebook.

I found many butterflies flew from it.

It was blue ,red , yellow butterflies.

I drew a girl,she was tan, tall and thin.

Extraordinary and beatiful she is.

Suddenly, she jump out from the book, and playing with the butterflies.

Underneath the moon, she looked at me.

“Who are you?” ,she asked me.

“I’m your lover”, i replied back

Just like a dream, we kissed under te moon.

Bam!, i fell down from my dream.

I wake up, and I’m trying to get my glasses that i drop beside the drawer.

“Uhm, are you okay anata (dear)?” ,she asked me.

“I’m fine babe, dont worry”, i replied.

I see her sleeping under my arms. She tried to drive back to her dream again.

“Yeah, you are my dream”

and our loves is just a notebook that i write with you everyday.

LoveStruck.

At 12 o’clock am, a cold phone call from you.

Answering your phone and your lips freeze.

You were crying and screaming.

At 1 o’clock am, i ran to your house.

You were trying to escape from everything.

At 2 o’clock am, Waiting in front of your house.

You come out and run in to me.

At 3 o’clock am, we make a promise that we will last forever.

You kissed me and we hug each other.

At 5 o’clock

i’m smoking in front of your house and make sure that u sleep tight tonight.

I hope that you were dreaming about me.

7o’clock in the morning

Wake up and thinking that my time is over.

You were calling me and saying that you will never let me go.

8o’clock in the morning, i were brushing my teeth and pick you up into my home.

You were crying because that was the day that i will fly on jet plane.

10′oclock in the morning, I look at you, smiling over you, wondering why i love

you so badly.

You helped me to clean my room and you hugged me.

01.00 o’clock, we were kissing like we will never meet again.

You were crying and crying.

4 o’clock in the afternoon.

The big jumbo jet were waiting for my departure.

You were counting every minutes that we have.

5.30, I start kissing you and trying to hold you like i will never let you go.

And you tell me that you will wait for me.

5.59,I was seeing her tears, drooped like snows in January.

and you were holding my hand for the last time

6.00, The lovestruck come into my heart, tears fallen from my eyes

, and these words come out from my mouth, “dedicate it to you, i love you

and i will stay forever with you.”

I’m fall in love with you cha.

Dedicate it for all broken heart.

I know I’m lying when i say i will be fine without you.

i know I’m dying when i said you will be okay wihout me.

Every time i remember all her hugs, this tears wont stop dropping.

I just wanna hold you.

i just wanna think about you.

I’m sorry but i know i love you more than you do.

You break all promises and you left me behind.

It is all right, I’m fine ( I’m lying).

The deepest trust, I won’t leave you.

This lovelies is too deep buried inside on me.

jangan pernah tingalin ak ya cha? :]

je

Twenty Four Seven

Twenty four seven I keep thinking you that you will be here.

Twenty four seven I keep waiting that you will come to open this soul

Twenty four seven I dedicate myself for this love.

Dedicate it to her

Every time I check my watch, I got multiply heart quakes

Every time I think about you, this heart beats like crazy.

Even when I smoke all my cigarettes, I keep looking back at you.

Think that you won’t stop crying on my back.

Think that you will kiss my lips without hesitate.

I will keep looking forward, that you would come and see me.

Look at me. I won’t let you stay broken like this.

Twenty four seven, I will stay beside with you everlastingly.

je

je: buat icha yg pling caem dan imut, i love you so much. sorry bgt ak nga bisa nemenin km untuk 7 bulan kedepan. ak cuma bisa nemenin km lewat msn ama telpon…aku tau kok ldr emank berat..but i guess we can make it rite? anyway…ak pengen km skola yg bener…jgn centil2…jgn bandel2…jng pulang malem2…ya..ak nga mau kamu kenapa2…soalnya ak nga bisa lagi..ngejar km pake viktor lols…nunguin km sampe km masuk rumah lagi…sampe 7 bulan kedepan k? slalu siap2 ditelpon2 deh klo dah jem 8-9an haha…pling mentok jem 10an ye?…ak nga mau ganggu km klo km dah ngantuk…anyway cepetan pasang enet di rumah km…duh klo ak kangen bingung nyariin km…sms-an deh klo km mau….apa km mo pake itu,,,itu..namanya lupa…lols…apa…telkomnet!!! lol..klo pake itu jgn pake bny2k…klo ak mo chat sama km aja…ya? klo km mo chat ama ak…sma ak nanti ak reply bis itu nyalain deh msn km k?…anyway 7 months is not short but it is not long either. soooooooooooo…wait for me,baby dont say goodbye…i love you too much k? although it is 1000 miles away from here.

Icha: huahua.. ak sedih TT. km bae2iah sn.. jgn nakal2. jgn cr cw! inget ud ad ak. haha.. ak sedih gag ad iang jmput ak g deh. gk ad yg rese in ak keg km!!
ia ni moga2 mnggu2 ini uda bs psg inet iahh.. km jgn ampe lupa telpon aku iah.. jgn km tpon ak bulan2 pertama trus gag ad kabar. haha..
makasi iah sebulan ini km uda nemenin ak. ak gak nyangka bgt bisa jadian ma km. haha.. co genit yang banyak cewenya!! eh jgn keseringan tepe2!!!
anywae kaca iang ak kasi dibawa trus iah. jgn ngaca sembarangan. malu!! celenganna juga iah diisi. nt pas km plg kt itung.. hargain uang yah je..
jgn iang aneh2 dsana!!desember doain visa ak diterima iah. biar bs nyusul km k amrik.. beresin baju2 km yg gag dicuci berbulan2. haha. JOROKKKKK!!
ak jijik loh ma cowo jorok? gmn dun je? haha
blgn ucil ma shienita yankk jgn lupain ak. hehe
oia makaaasi buat waktu km nungguin ak mpe 5 jem. mlm2 dpan rmh.
blum pnah ad yg ngelakuin it k ak.. jd TERHARUUU!ahahahagg.
ak yakin bgt bsa nungguin km.. 100 %!!! km juga yah yakin ma ak?
i loooooveeeee eu poohh..realliieh love euuuuuuu.. i’ll miss eu so damn..
CUPS!!!!~

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icha: ni nasi terakhir..makan ya..

je: nga..km aja yg makan ya..

icha: *makan nasinya..ahmm…

je: dasar gendut.

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je: dimata km keliathan ada love loh..

icha: LOVE? yakin km? LV kaii. hahaha

je: iye najis km.

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icha: najis2 juga demen kmu!!

je: iye deh..mami km b ilang apa ye?…kenalin “c” nga ya?…cma dia keren mi…
najis….sok jual mahal.

icha:ih ap c km. mau aj dikibulin mami ak.. amit2 ngatain km keren!!! muntahh ..

je: FINE! telpn si “c” ah sekarang….bwe….prada menanti dia…

icha: heh!!!!!! ak blg k lolo iahhhhh!!! ak ancurin vaio km skrg!!!!!!!!!!!!

je: give up yang…

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je: Yang…nga bisa naik nih…napa ya….

icha: ih km najis bgt!! ilfeelin!!

je: kita kan baru maen…..duh..coba ak gosok2 dulu…ya ude ak makan sate kambing dulu ya…

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je: Cha yakin km mo tato?

icha: yakinlah!!

je: sial ak yg jadi ketakukan….

icha: knp takut? berarti km gak yakin ma ak dong???

je: bukan…nama ak yg km bawa2…jdi takut…nih….ya klo tato ak qui di LB.

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Je: eh filemnya boring bgt….btw mau nga loe jdi cwe gue?

icha: ia bosen!! mm kaga lah.. jgn gila yeh lu je!!

je: masa bodo..yg penting gue pegang tangan elo dolo hehe….

icha: duh apaan c lo!! kaga2!! jgn aneh2 yey

je: (cih padahal dianya mau.)

icha: apaan!!! ak gak mau yeh.. km paksa2! CENTILL! GANJEN! NORAK IH KM!!

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je: km yakin , km bisa ldr ama ak?

icha: yakiiinn. km gak liat tato ak? huh. gak semua cw kali mau tato nama cowonya.

je: haha. iaia. tp klu km kesepian gmn?

icha: gak mungkin! ak kan ada tmen2 ak.

je: klo km mau dipeluk gmn?

icha: minta jeje pelukkin ak lahh..huh. nanya na jgn aneh2 ya km!

je: yeah.. ak yakin ma km yang..:) love you.

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je: i always love you.

icha: i always love you too.